Be Yourself

Well, hey..
I don't know what i am doing right now, but i really want to write this on my blog.
Actually, i wonder. Who really i am?
I am a Human.
I am a Woman.
I am a Student.
I am a.. well i don't know what else._.
Can you imagine it?
A human, a woman, a student who doesn't know who really she is.
That's strange, right?

I love hearing music. But, is it true that I love music?
I mean I love all that sounds, that tone, that.. bla bla things.
It's like when i'm hearing music, it's feel so calm, so peaceful, so touching.
It can make me cry. Make me so happy. And.. you can feel it by yourself, right?
It's hard to explain, but yeah it's something like that.

Maybe you and of course i am wonder. Why am i born?
They always said, "you were born by some reason"
So.. can you tell me what is it? What is the reason that I must born?
Maybe I should proud of it.
That I born for some reason, even that I don't know exactly what is the reason.

My Feellings, i can mention all the feellings that i have. cause it's my feellings, right?
Sad, Angry, Happy, Proud, Starve, hmm.. maybe sad again? angry again? and happy again?
I keep on spinning like a bowling ball which will eventually stop.
Round, Round, Spin, Spin, bla bla bla.
Sad? I can Cry
Angry? I can smash things haha
Happy? I don't know. Or maybe I can laugh? or maybe I can smiling?
"Your smiling" , "Your laughing".
Is it right if I laughing or smiling that we're happy?
MAYBE.

Friend!
Then we met someone who can understand our feelings. Who will listen to our vents, our comments.
If not? Why? Why you don't have any bestfriend?
Why? cause you can't trust somebody? cause they're liars? or they betrayed you?
Or you just can't trust somebody.
Maybe you just afraid. You've being haunted cause all that things.
Then, you just walk on the street, ALONE.

From all things that i mention it, it's just a write hand. Maybe can be your or mine story. I just threw my feeling. Like everyone said, "Be Yourself". Then there it is. It's only YOU, not anyone else.
It's your LIFE. When you get down, maybe some people try to help you. Like friends;) When you get haunted because they betrayed you or something else, not everyone is like that. You will find a very good bestfriend that you've never met before.

And when you rise, you can't rise by yourself, right? It's not like you twist your hand, right? Again, some people beside you try to help you too. Like your parents;). They lead you from nothing to a preciouse thing. From you can't walk, then you can run.
From you can't speak, then you can talk. But, don't you ever dare to sclod or yelling your own parents. I know, maybe i always do that thing, but we must estrange that vice. We must. We should trying.

And last, don't forget BE YOURSELF no matter what. And don't LOSE your mind.